End Of 1st Semester of 2nd Year...

 last lecture... mircob lec.. cikgu yg pakai sluar tido... hek2...

Alhamdulillah... abes dh sem ni... aser nyer lebeyh dr sminggu sy tensi ngan study... tu yg mood slalu sng berubah... n sbb tu gak sy x update blog nih... bz  sgt2.... ade bnyk nk citer ni... tp will post it in another entry...

ok.. about study... yg paling tensi subjeck histology... study psl cell  guner microscope bagai tuh... nk dpt kan zachut punyer lah susah... olga smenyak... our nightmare... dyer conduct colloq cam kiter nk jd histologist lak...sungguh jeles ngan mereka yg dpt magharita... cos sng jerk pass... ade kwn sy wat ngan magharita tu cos nk lari dr olga... dyer salah identify slide (guner microscope) ... teori pon dyer x tau... tp still leyh dpt markah 3 which is the passing mark... but then, markah tu x di approve by olga... so dyer kene wat blk ngan olga... n dyer fail time wat ngan olga ritu... so kene repeat...

cuaca skang sgt pelik cos ritu ujan n tetiber suhu jatuh bwh 0... n kesan dyer jd lah spt gmbr2 tersebut... air sumer jd ais... jln sgt lah licin... ranting2 pokok disaluti ais... buah2an n daun kering pon disaluti ais... sungguh cantek tau...

td, sy wat 3rd histo colloq sy which is the last colloq for that subject... n alhamdulillah sy dpt 5-... aser berbaloi wat notes,  study n hapal bnde2 tuh.... wat bnde nih sumer cam utk exam lak... padahal colloq jerk kot... utk dptkan zachut which is cam tanda tgn dr cikgu yg mengatakan kiter dh pass ah test2 yg dijalankan...

 ranting2 pokok x mampu tampung berat asi2 tuh... so sumer pkok seakan tunduk...

now i can relax a bit... yup.. a bit only... cos i still hvnt pass my last anatomy colloq... about blood circulation n nerve innervation of head n neck... shooot.... susah gler... since dh cuti, sy hnya leyh wat on 11 januari... so, smtara tugu tarikh tuh, rest ah dulu... tp x leyh rest bnyk sgt... cos got lot more notes kene wat... kematu dh jari nih...

 cuaca sgt sejuk lately... cos angin kuat... suhu -8 with angin lg sejuk compare ngan suhu -20... so jd ah ninja... hek2...

so, exam histo will be on 18jan n anat will be on 21 jan... hope yg sy betul2 dh sedia ah b4 exam tuh... takot gler kot... cos anat tu silibus utk 1 thn stgh nyer... histo sthn nyer silibus... bnyk kene refresh n hapal... kesemua sistem... tp insyaAllah sy wat ckit2... harap smpt ah...

hahah... kls physio yg sgt sjuk cos tinggap dyer x tutop... terpksa pakai lab coat ngan sweater yg tebal tuh...

anyway, new yr is just around the corner... azam??? aper tuh?? ekekek... x tau ah ade pasang ker x azam ritu... just nk wat n give the besh jerk... tuh jer kot... k lah... nk tido... ngantok dh...

GOOD BYE

2010...

HELOOOO

2011...

I am A Very Stupid Person

a very gloomy sunday...

its winter...

its snowing...

its very cold...

n yet hv nobody to hold...

did a very stupid thing today...

in a few minutes i posted something in my fb...

caused someone to feel pain...

im sooo stupid....

how can i be sooo insensitive...

but yet...

if im not sensitive...

why i have this feeling...

feel soo sad...

feel like crying...

but i guess nobody understand me...

only Allah n myself understand whats going thru in my life...

its hard...

its difficult...

its complicated...

its bcos u r not here...

i need u...

i need u now, tommorow n future...

but i guess i cant hv it for now...

yeah....

its unfair...

at this age of mine...

ive to sacrifice a lot of things....

only for the sake of my ambition...

heart...

why i feel soo much pain tonight...

no mood for studying...

eventhough tommorow that Smenyak Olga want to ask question about histo...

but i cant focus...

i feel like my heart is torn apart...

its like my heart just want to scream out loud...

but it cant...

that action really showed how stupid am i...

but yet...

u always said that u understand me...

in fact, u actually not...

u dont understand what i feel...

in this foreign country...

so far apart from all the people i love...

to do all things by myself...

n worst of all...

cant find somebody who i can share my secret with...

everything have to keep it to myself...

am not sure until when it can hold...

to you...

im sorry...

im a very terrible person...

but yet...

maybe i also miss u veryy much...

but im tired did the same thing everyday...

if u know what i mean...

but u dont hv to worry...

eventhough ur not in my sight...

ull always in my heart...

im very sorry for that stupid things that ive made...

without thinking the feeling of yours...

good night~

p/s: i wont be on9 for a while...

Jenjalan kat Tulskaya n Metropolis shopping complex

 its winter~

serpukhovskaya station...

hellooooo... im going to bed now but feels like want to update my blog... so, ill keep it short cos my eyes cant take it anymore... anyway, last sunday, ezzad suddenly asked me out... so me, ezzad, azri, acap, awee n blanche went to 2 shopping complexes...

when we reached Tulskaya, its almost dark... actually its not even 5pm...

walk2 n look for the any shopping complex....

one of the shopping complex in Tulskaya... for me its like in sunway pyramid where the r like asian section... not remember what it is called...

firstly we went to shopping complex in Tulskaya... its located in grey line metro station... ezzad lead the way cos he know how to get to that place... so, we hv to walk a few hundred meters around the building b4 we can see the that shopping complex... acaps was looking for a shoe... something trandy n up to date type of shoe... hahaha... i dont know whats the correct word to use...

guns for sale~

pantang sy kuar kan hp sy... msti nk selit...

 

then, after just browsing there, we decided to go to metropolis shopping complex... located at voikovskaya... dark green at the northern part of moscow if im not mistaken... quite tiring n problematic to go there... cos we hv to change frome one line to another... when we reached at one of the station where we need to change the colour, it said that it close... =_=" so we've to return back a station n change the station there n continue our journey... really tiring n time consuming...

topi awi tu dyer beli kat tulskaya n biler smpi kat metropolis topi tu ilang... wakkakaa....

 

Dobrininskaya station...

Barrikadnaya station...

at last, reached metropolis...

so, there, we alas perut first... then baru jalan2... awee spent quite a lot... i only did window shopping... not planning on buying anything... not yet... maybe ill buy some clothes next time i go there... that jalan2 really make us haus... maybe cos we drank carbonated drinks b4 we shopping... so, we jalan2 from 4pm untill 10++ pm... hahah...

Hari Natal almost here...

Metropolis...

hahah... sorg lg sibok...

after got home, felt very2 tired... slept quite late... n the next day i didnt go to biochem lec... haihh... too tired... actually what i plan to do on that sunday was, studying n make some notes... but it turn out different... but i really have great time with them... i dont mind sacrifice a few things... cos its quite difficult for this chance where we all go out together to come... so, i guess i dont mind... as long as my mom didnt read my blog... cos if she do read, then im dead man... hahaha...

 

retard with shopping bags~

look at acap's n ezzad's new shoes.... eheheh...

i think ill stop now... tommorow ive volleyball match... its interbatch game... ill update it on my next entry... ok good night~

Summer '10 Part 12 - Outing with Din n Aidil + Konsert DiR

Din my form 5 ketua tingkatan n aidil... dont judge book by its cover ^_^

nk smbg citer psl summer hol sy ritu ah... sambung dr entry nih...

so, my 3rd week of summer holiday already finished updated... now its about my 4th week... started where i went out with 2 of my high school friends... din n aidil... both r them r very healthy n happy person ^_^

 singing competition for kids in The Curve...

 Lepak-ing in front of Tesco n The curve..

so, we went to cineleisure just to watch Street dance 3D... since we came a bit early, so we decided to walk around The Curve... eat some bread n lepak-ing... we went there by aidil's jeep... yeahh... i rode a jeep... im not sure what type it is... but sure feel something different when i 1st ride it... so about the movie, it is a typical dance genre movie... so, we can predict how the story will end... yeahh.. now everyone is a director... hehehe....

 eat KFC... my sister make up before enter the concert hall... hehehe...

 the Choir group... Konsert DiR...

so, after the movie finished, we quickly go back home cos i'd promise to my sister to come home early cos that evening i hv to go to Konsert Koir Kebangsaan (National Choir Concert) the concert theme is about the Allahyarham Sudirman... so, went there with my sisters n few of my sister's friend... my sister need to go to such concer because she's studying music... so she need exposure... plus, she need the concert ticket for her study (prove to her lecturer that she go to music concert)

 the musician team... my friend is the keyboardist who wear hat (the left side)

so, before we went in, we fill our stomach first at the nearby KFC... hahah... sodap giler.... rindu lak nk mkn KFC... haihh... btw, the concert was held in KL... i dont remeber where it is specifically... anyway, one of my friend also perform in this concert.. he's a musician or more specifically a Pianist... i just call him abang Fairuz... hes a music lecturer in UPSI... he was once a student in Uitm... so, he also know my sister cos my sister also take piano as her major...

 hehehe... sori abg fairuz curik gmbr abg kat fbuk... hek2...

so, after the performance, me n my siter met him n congrated him for delivering a very succesfull concert... i hope i can see more of music concert after this... not just ordinary-crazy-about-artist-concert if u know what i mean... i like more concert of this type... something classical... something not very popular but very excellence performance...

here are some of scene recorded... lot of songs actually but only recorded n post a few only... just something i want to sharre...

Song title: Mat Disko

x sure lagu aper nih... asernyer nih lagu bdk uitm composed sndiri... kwn akak sy...

Toyol

i think i'll stop typing now... its 2am already... good night... zzz...

Epy befday Azri n Abg Pin ^_^

 Birthday boy n me ^_^

today, 25 of november 2 og my friends is becoming one more year older... the first one is my classmate Muhammad Azri bin Muhammad Mansoor n another one is Ahmad Dohani bin Abdullah which also known as Abang Pin.... azri is now 20 while abg pin is 30... hahaha... 10 years different...

 birthday card from Dvatsad tri b...

 happy birthday to u~

so, 2 days ago i started bake a cake for the celebration... cos this type of cake will taste much better if we keep it overnight before we eat it... so, i baked fudgy brownies again... this time i doubled up the recipe... so, i got 3 cakes... hahahha... yeahh... a lot!!

 Fudgy brownies...

 2nd cake.. also fudgy brownies but with different deco...

before the celebration i decorated the cake with some choc topping... n since in malaysia, the time difference is 5 hours earliet than russia, so i wish to abg pin first... we skype for a while n wished him on9... hahaha... this type of celebration can only be expereince if we r further apart... so, not many people experience the same thing... thank god i can experienced it cos i can teach me a lot...

 azri, ika n ika's cup cake... the cupcake's theme is Cricket n Medic i guess.. hehee...

 acap, azri n tita with cupcakes made by kak rai...

 azri, ezzad n awee...

 azri, acap n harris...

 azri, sherman n ibu... hmmm.. farah x join pon =(

so, sharp 12 in the mid night, i wished him n he cried... wakakkakaka.... naahh... just kidding... but only for a while cos he had to work the next morning... so, i volunteer to eat the caje for him... hek2... 

 nasi impit...

 tomato rice...

 Soy sauce beef... i thought harris want to make black pepper beef... hmm...

 begedel...

 ermm... dont know what its name but it taste like anchovies n have potatoes... n it is really spicy... shermans was sweating heavily when he eat this stuff...

anyway, for azri's birthday celebration on the other hand, my classmate n i cook a few dishes for the celebration... harris cooked Daging Masak Kicap (Soy sauce beef), ika, farah n ibu made Begedel, Nasi Impit n Chicken soup... so they prepared Soto actually... Picture of the soup i forgot to snap... sorry... then, awee n blanche prepared sweet sour eggs n drinks... for acap n vos they prepared tomato rice n some kind of spicy potatoes...

   

 some candid...

so, at 10.30 we all gathered at ika's room so that we can surprise azri for his birthday... then go to his room n sang Happy birthday song... he was touched... =p we can see that he smiles all the time...  so, we took some pictures... n of course makan-makan time after that... the food was great... im soo full that i think my stomach going to burst... got a lot of leftover... so i took some so that i can eat it for the next day... heheehe...

 big slice for me... hahaha... ^_^

 deliciously me =p

 thanks azri for sharing this cupcake with me... ^_^

so, after makan-makan, we just chit-chatting n i went back to my room at about 1.30 in the morning... as for the rest, they play PES, shisha-ing n continue chit-chatting until 4.30 in the morning... n thats y they didnt go to Physical Training class this morning... i try to wake my roomate up, but he's soo sleepy that he cant even hear my voice... same goes to acap, harris n azri... only me, vos n awee went to PT just now... but now, i skip Therapy lecture... hehehe... sorry mom... i skiped the lecture so that  i can prepare for anat class at 3 pm today... =p

 Coco's posing style =p

 ermmm... no comment... dont blame me...sherman is the mastermind... hehehe...

kami yg kacak n comei =p

i think i better stop now... anyway, for both of u, Azri n  Abg Pin which both of u love cars soo much... i want to wish both of u Happy birthday... semoga bertambah murah rezeki... epy2 slalu ngan org tersyg... n tercapai segala azam n cita2 in ur life...

abg pin eating Subway sandwich... heee..