Happy Birthday Farah~

alololo~ befday girl...

hiarghhhh... finally... all zacheot settled... now starting next week will be exam fever... yup starting next week... too lazy to start this week... hek2... anyway, ill post about exam in my next entry.. i promise... cos this entry i just wanted to share with u guys about one of my classmate birthday... it was Farah's birthday...

panas baru keluar dr oven...

strawberry yogurt cake with choc topping... i made it... ^_^

smbl nasi lemak nih manes tp sodap~

kuri gril pon kuri gril lah... layan kan ajer...

bough kuri gril cos ayam halal is finished in Ashan that time... so we cant make the fried chicken...

we celebrated the birthday a few days after her actual birthday date... cos we were looking for a time where everyone is free that time... so, we sure did a pretty nice job in surprising her... she didnt expect at all... cos last year she doesnt want her befday to be celebrate... cos due to some incident... but we decided to celebrate jugak... hahaha...

the girls of 23B

befday girl with her roomate...

nasi lemak mmg lemak berkrim made by the girls...

so we did in the her room... that time she went out with her other friends... so when she reached home, we surprised her... with azri wearing tudung... she was like very shocked cos she cant recognise azri with the tudung.... ahhaha... anyway, after that we had some makan2 n borak2 n hv to leave cos its already midnite... we really had fun...

kami memang mengamalkan cara idup tradisi.... ^_^

anyway, to Farah, happy berday... i know i did post this thing quite late... sooo sorry... too lazy to update... alasannyer: study for final =p

hek2... sy doakan kamoo sihat sntiasa, bertmbh murah rezeki, berjaya dlm aper yg kamooo kejarkan... n all the best for final k... tc of urself n smoga ceria2 slalu... ;)

Sudden Expression...

its 12 midnight...

just watched a few episodes of Glee...

but lately,

i've been questioning myself...

what is it like to love someone besides our family??

is it like we always thinking about them??

is it like we always feel happy everytime we are with them??

is it like we will keep on missing them eventhough we just met a few hours ago...

or even a minutes ago...

everything that we see through them is like they are perfect in every ways...

i know that nobody in this world is perfect...

but what makes them perfect is us...

and what makes us become perfect is because of them...

so is this a chemistry that people always bragging about???

that we fit each other???

it feels good you know when someone really appreciate us...

and accept us for what we really are...

we got pimples, but they never see it in a bad way...

we are not outstanding in a crowd or popular, but they don't mind it because they like us for what we really are...

they won't try to change us for what we are now...

but of course, if it is a change in a good way, why not change...

when both of us can benefit from that change...

so, what is it like??

my life is not like any other teenagers' life...

i've never been in a relationship before...

well, i did like a girl when i was in high school...

but that was 4 years ago...

is this a puppy love??

but i still remember,

that time,

after school,

i always saw her in a place where we parked out motorcycles...

yeah i rode scooter whan i was in form 5...

but im too shy to have a conversation with her...

everytime i met her, i just smile...

n she did too...

well, i'm just a kid that time..

yup...

physically, mentally n emotionally...

im too timid of myself...

im a bookworm type...

a nerdy...

who am i to catch her heart...

low confidence always strikes me...

untill now...

hmmm...

now i'm studying medicine...

i don't know why i'm being so low self-esteem...

i got the knowledge...

i'm more superior than most of the guys of my age...

yeah in some aspect...

so, when someone really likes me, what should i do???

i dont want to be labelled as desperate or what-so-ever in here...

but it feels nice though...

to have someone really care about us...

hmmm...

i wonder...

if i'll hv a real relationship...

Spring = BBQ

more bbq...

terliur x?? hek2... anyway, kali ni my entry is about another bbq party (so called) held in a park near my hostel... the one that joined this event is me, ezzad, azri, awi, acap, harris, zul, abg shafiq n elyn... we prepared the food a night b4... i mean we marinade the chicken a day b4... also hv sausages... n me of course baked a cake...

marinade the sausage...

the only pic that hv me in it =_="

masak masak masak...

save some for harris cos he got volley training n RMSA meeting , so he came to join us a bit late...

the last kopek to gril...

chicken pie prepared by elyn... sodap...

super  moist choc cake... terliur jap...

so not much to say, but it was a fun day outing among boys + elyn... hek2... we played volleyball n played with fire... oooppss... n do campfire until almost midnight... then went back home tired... huk2...

abg shafiq pon ade gak...

ezzad n acap the pengakap or boy scout...

weee...

this works need to be done only by boys or babushka... hahaha...

let us set up the camp fire... ermmm.. but isnt it too early??

hahahaha... i threw the wood stick that still hv the leaves =_="

let us lie down n take a deep breath n enjoy the nature around us...

btw, this week will be the last week for me to study in uni as a 2nd year medical student... cos a week after that will start exam... ok lah... nite2 everyone...

put off the fire b4 we left the park...